It is hard...

 It is really hard to stay strong and keep on going when you are falling down and don’t have the strength to get back up. It is hard to stop crying when everything inside off you breaks. It is hard to not cry when all you want it to let the tears fall and let go. To get the pressure of your chest, to get all the stress off… 

It is hard to stand up when there is so many people out there trying to break you, trying to bring you down. It is hard to stand up for yourself when you are not sure what to do… it is hard to show the world how you are when you have no idea of how you want to be or should be. It is hard to know how you should be when everyone have different ways the see you. It is hard to know what’s right or what’s wrong, that is something that never changes.

It is hard to walk to school when you know there is people bullying you, when people don’t care or are doing anything about it.. It is hard when all you want is to escape the pain and go to a place where life is better.. But I promise you that life won’t be hard forever. Life will get easier, something may not get good but things will get better. As people used to say: ‘it won’t rain forever’. And they are true. Life may not be good right now but stay strong and keep fighting even if you want to give up.  

You are amazing just the way you are, you are beautiful. It is okay to not know what to be when you grow up, because as you live, you start to find yourself. Nobody knows exactly how they are, because people change every single day. Some to the better and some change to something bad. But in the end, life is life. Life aren’t always fun, life is a pain in the ass sometimes but if you start to find something positive every day, life seems to get easier to live.

There will always be people out here in this world that won’t like you, but that isn’t the end of live. Show them the real you and that you don’t care what people thing. Stay strong with your head up high and don’t ever stop fighting for what you want. Fight for your dreams because I thing that something will get better when you learn to let go of everything that is bad or is hurting you.  

Something that makes life easier is to forgive every single person that has hurting you. Don’t forget what they did to you but forgive them. Forgiveness is very hard thing to do but it is worth it. Trust me, it works or at least it kind of worked on me. I forgave every single person that ever hurt me but I barley have any contact with the persons that did hurt me today... Why I did forgive them, was because I felt so much relief afterwards.  It was like this stone in my stomach disappeared and I felt better. Like the storm was over, like it was easier to breath and more importantly to move on. 

Life is hard to live, trust me I know. But stay strong because in the end it will be worth it. No matter what, I will always be here for you! You are never alone, someone always cares about you even if you think nobody does.

"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself." Harvey Fierstein

// Mickaela